jueves, 5 de agosto de 2010
Moonwalker
Me recuerdo que de chiquita yo jugue en el Genesis o NES un juego que se llamaba - Moonwalker. Se basa en el video de smooth criminal de Micheal Jackson. Encontre este clip que lo critica y me parecio entretenido como el objetivo del juego era encontrar niñitas y rescatarlas. El arte imita a la vida o la vida imita el arte?
miércoles, 16 de junio de 2010
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jueves, 6 de mayo de 2010
I'm not gay... I just really love Rainbows!

I've never had the chance to fully express my thoughts on being gay and how this automatically makes me part of a community that I'm not too fond of. It's always been on my mind because I feel like a walking paradox.
To avoid conflict I would like to point out that what follows is my catharsis on the lesbian community, being an unsatisfied active member of the club for 6 years now. Within this colourful club we can find lots of different people, unfortunately the type that I've found myself bumping into a LOT in Venezuela are girls who only hang around people that share the same orientation as they do. I didn't really mind this click until I noticed how they treated straight people and how they would immediately discard them from the possibility of ever developing a friendship. As if we are too much for them. I felt truly excluded, it may be possible that I was the only one in that group that didn't care if there is a straighty infiltrated in the group. In fact I really don't care if you are gay or straight for me to fancy you, this includes friendship. From this experience; I have seen pathetic drama, crazy threats and a lot of malice within the groups. It has come to the point that a girl beats another girl up for no reason.. and if there is a reason I am sure it's ridiculous. Testosterone is in the air and making the butch girls crazy.
I remember my first time in a gay club.. I was so excited to integrate with all of my kind. I thought it was going to be an amazing free experience, but no... I felt more limited than I had expected. I was a babydyke and that's how all the gurubutches ( I'm not up to date with the term used for old lesbians) saw me.. with challenging eyes. There was so many rules and it felt that I was in another society*World. Everyone had their own click that was defined by the mutual fucks they had. I enjoy them now... Like it's not something I fathom about but it's alright.
Another predominant factor in the community are the labels.. oh the dreaded labels.. Active, passive or ambiguous. I just don't care for them and I don't see the reason why someone would label themselves in how they are in bed. You are either bad or good.. Or how I like to see it, you either have chemistry with the person or you don't. If you don't feel like giving back then you are just a selfish lover.
I find it ridiculous when I'm at a stage with a girl of "getting to know each other" and she kills the moment by asking if I am passive or aggressive, just so she can calculate if we could be compatible in bed.
This is merely my point of view and how I feel... I am happy being gay but I feel weird being part of a community that puts barriers to society. I just float. bye
domingo, 25 de abril de 2010
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